| This year has been different. I think I've grown a bit. I believe I'm a different person now. Maybe no one's noticed, maybe no one cares. I don't care what they care. I know I've changed, and that's all that matters to me.
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| So, when I woke up today, I thought it was midday already cause I went to bed at 2 am last night, watching youtube and finishing off episodes of Pure Pwnage and Dave's Pro at Cooking. Those shows are very funny. But when I checked my mobile, it was only a quarter past ten. So what did I do? I turned my laptop on and logged onto youtube.
During that time I had a quick chat with Phoebe on msn. She is a bitch
because she never talks to me anymore. Fucking bitch. I fucking hate
her. I want to tie her up and put her in a big pot of hot water and
make stew out of her. And then drink her. And then feed her to
like... magpies and camels or something. Anyways, it's great to catch up with
friends however brief and cyber it is.
I've decided to return to this format for entries because you get to a certain point in writing ambiguous and evasive stuff that you don't even know what the hell you're on about. And that is basically useless because it's like ranting without substance. Or ranting with a few random words. That's like bullshit. This is ranting with six solid paragraphs.
Now that it's midday, I really should head down and make some lunch. Everyone's out today. I've honto ni hikikomori ni natta ne. I saw an episode of Family Guy just then and I thought that was great fun. I really should get some more study done. Write a few more essays on Richard and polish the expression. Thanks Eric for sending me that file - he even sent it to my pedo-fishing account. How thoughtful. Might give Jack a call later on for Jap anyways. My stomach hurts cause I've had nothing to eat.
Tanaka totally raped me in the conversation practise on Friday, she drilled in all those frustrating questions. It is disconcerting, knowing that I haven't prepared anywhere near enough for what the exam will be like. But then again, Tanaka's crazy for deliberately asking stupid questions like she did. I know what the examiners will ask, and only the crazy ones ask what she does. On the other hand again, I feel good that Tanaka's testing me out like this and pushing my balls to its limits.
Ok, my stomach really hurts so I really should go get something to eat. I'm drained of HP and mana. I also need to get out a bit more. The sunshine looks good coming in my window from outside.
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| 今天跟學校的 Peter 談了一談,
他說甚麼甚麼
我怎麼會感到錯亂, 恐慌
我怕了, 冒了冷汗
我不用功?
沒有啊
我不小心?
我為了 誰 為了 甚麼
我為了媽 爸 家人
夢想 金錢 榮譽
I am determined to prove a success.
我為了自己
我為了自己
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| I have fallen in love with someone who names herself after a chocolate. Sweet.
金莎
And I'm going to enlarge that name just because she is amazingly cute.
And I'll never have the chance to meet her in person.
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| 我們進教室 學習 心情不太好 很不耐煩 想打人 不想溫習 動起筆來 不知道在寫甚麼 父母叫個不停 煩 啥都做不好 睡覺 我們進教室 學習 我們上戰場 打仗 沒有朋友 只有敵人 |
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